(old grief journal entry)
I want to scream.
I want to scream, at somebody, at anybody….
“WHY?!”
I realise that there are no answers to this question, but it doesn’t stop me from wanting those elusive answers.
My Mam died today. At around 9pm local time (3pm my time), she passed away with three of her four children with her.
I’m still numb.
I thought….don’t we always?….we had longer. Yesterday I was told we had 12 weeks….I was trying so desperately to get my passport sorted out so I could at least visit her in the next month or so…and today, she had to leave us.
My god. I am literally at a loss. Rob. Stepdad. Dad In Law. Mum.
Within four months of each other?!!
This isn’t possible.
It can’t be real.
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